Last night I slept around 8pm thanks to this relaxation drink called Drank its like the reverse of an energy drink. It gets you relaxed and tired, instead of amped and jittery. Oh, black people.. Always trying to get high. The drink really gives you the feeling of being faded. Just saying. :)
I woke up around 3:40am, freshened up. Then Henry, my mom’s boyfriend, swooped me up around 4am to go gym at 24 with me. I tried doing my usual routine when I was in Cali and Vegas. 1 hour on cardio, 15 minutes weights, 20 minutes cardio, 5 minutes abs, 5 minutes cardio (sprint), then sauna. Yeah, I failed at it… I only did 30 minutes of cardio, pushed in like 2 miles on treadmill and 1 mile on the elliptical, 20 minutes of weights, and I didn’t give a shit about abs. I had music when I was running so I was good, but when I got to the weights… Thats when hell started… I asked henry to spot me when I was doing 25lbs dumbbells and he busted out his First Class Sergeant rank on me.. I was fucking scared.. When I got 10 reps he started yelling at me. He was screaming at the top of his lungs, saying, “DON’T BE A FUCKING PUSSY! YOU ONLY GOT 5 MORE! DON’T BE A LITTLE PUSSY ASS WEAKLING MAGGOT! YOU ARE TRAINING FOR WAR!” and I was like “what the fuck? what kind of war..? I’m not joining the army.. No fucking turban’s going to put an AK bullet up my ass..” He chuckled and said, “YOU’RE SEVENTEEN! THERE ARE PLENTY OF CUTE LITTLE GIRLS OUT THERE! YOU ARE BATTLING OTHER DOUCHES FOR HER! THAT GIRL THAT IS GOING TO *bow chicka bow wow* WITH YOU!” Some of the workers heard and they all stared and at that moment I was like what the fuck..? But his yelling and his weird motivation actually worked though. So I’m gonna be pretty sore all day today.. On the way home we stopped by a liquor store for him to get some vodka and when we got home he poured me and him a glass.. Like seriously? A drink at 5:30 in the morning? I already have a beer belly, I’m trying to lose that shit. & He’s giving me more alcohol. I drank it anyways. Kinda amps you up in a weird way. Gonna go gym again on Wednesday. Hopefully I can boost myself up a little bit.
I was running errands earlier and there are so many fucking stupid slow ass drivers on the streets. I was driving behind a guy who drove a Mustang going onto the freeway. & the douchebag took literally more than 7 minutes to find a gap to merge on to the freeway. There were so many opportunities for him to merge, but he had to wait for the whole lane to clear… Then when he merged on to the freeway, I followed him and he slowed down. So I got pissed off and changed lanes and he fucking changed lanes and he was going about 50 on a 65 zone… So, I got in front of him and everything was good again. I went into the Target bought the shit I needed then when I backed out, some idiot backed out too.. like seriously? I backed out first. SO YOU BETTER BACK THE FUCK OFF FROM MY FREE AREA! GOT IT?! Then when I got out on the streets, heading towards the gas station. Some guy was speeding and I was speeding too. Out of nowhere a cop drove out with his sirens on and I was like “oh shit.. fuck me..” So, I slowed down and pulled into the curve and turns out the cop was after the guy speeding in front of me. So i was like “WHOOOOOT! TAKE THAT SUCKUH!” and I kept on driving off to the gas station to pick up some things. :) In conclusion, I hate people who don’t know how to merge on to the freeway. People who don’t know right of way. & Cops for scaring me like that.
TEN “HAVE YOU EVER” 1. Been caught sneaking out – Surprisingly, no. :) *knocks on wood* 2. Been skinny dipping – LOL! Funny story.. On my last day in Cali, Thomas, Duy, and I were thinking about a late night swim, y’know? But PK was awake, so yeah… 3. Done drugs- Everything is a drug now, isn’t it? ;) But i’m done with them. No more for me. 4. Bungee jumped – I wanna go parachuting. 5. Lied to someone you liked – Nope. 6. Finished an entire jaw breaker – gobbstoppers count? 8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back – Yes. 9. Cried because you lost a pet – I blew up my fish and my dog ran away from me :( FUCK MY LIFE.. 10. Wanted to disappear – Go into seclusion is the correct term.
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Do you believe in love at first sight – I believe in infatuation at the first sight. 2. Do you believe in soul mates? – Soul mates = best friends. 4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally – LOL.. Sadly, yes. 5. Have you ever broke someone’s heart? – Uhm. I’m not sure. 6. Ever had your heart broken? – No heart. :) 7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them? – Nope. 8. Are you afraid of commitment? – Somewhat. 9. Who was the last person you hugged? – I gave one of the homeboys a thug hug. :) 10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? – Anna Truong :)
TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER 1. Smile or eyes – I always hated these type of questions.. Cause is it like lazy eye.. cross eye status? or super bad teeth and gingivitis..? But i kinda prefer smiles. 2. Light or dark hair – Dark 3. Hugs or kisses – I like hugs, but kisses will do too. 4. Shorter or taller – Shorter, please. 5. Intelligence or attraction – Attraction with a bit of intelligence. 6. Romantic or spontaneous – Spontaneous is fun. 7. Funny or serious – Funny but don’t over do it. 8. Older or Younger – Younger.. 9. Outgoing or quiet – Outgoing. I can’t stand the quiet type. 10. Sweet or Bad Ass – LOL. I like bad asses with a sweet side .
LMFAO! I was looking up cars today and I noticed a very decent and nice BMW. So I looked it up. & Then I had second thoughts on the car.. No, no, no, the car was in good condition. Low mileage. GPS system. Y’know, the works. I had second thoughts on the car because of the name… Jose (dealer) made me laugh a lot. & wondered if he is an actual drug dealer.. >_>
I don’t like this day… I don’t really believe in regrets. Life is too short to live life full of regrets. The past, passed for a reason. If you just think about the shit you’ve done, you’re never gonna move on in life.
Fucking buzzzzzzzzzzzzed :) Actually went out today. First time I went out since I came back from Cali. Hehe! I think I’ma go to school in Mississippi again. The homies were telling me that the VPs used me as an example in school. >:) Guess who is back motherfuckers.
Me fucking up once is far more worse than you fucking up twice. This is a bit uneven, don’t you think? Unlike you, when I fuck up, I learn from my mistakes the first time. Not the second. I’ve given you plenty of chances, but you can’t even give me one.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
I hate my family. I hate my family. I hate my family.
Wonder where I’m gonna go to school this year…
Hey! She looks kinda cute.. Oh, nevermind, I didn’t see her picture when it’s enlarge.
Such a shame that I met the right person at the wrong time.
I wonder if my future is going to be as good as I hope it will be.
I hate how things never goes the way i planned it. It’s a plan for a reason. It’s supposed to go that way :(
I feel like Joey and Chandler. The episode where they won Monica’s apartment and they have free porn. In my room, my satelite picks up free porn, but in all the other rooms there isn’t free porn. Just saying. I don’t watch it… that often… ;D
LOL i know anime chicks boobs are like hugee LOL i was looking through your page and i saw code geass, rurouni kenshin, one piece & naruto, i was like hell yeah somebody else who watches code geass! LOL
Like I said… Stalker-like girly.. :P Haha, I LOVE CODE GEASS<3 Its one of the few animes that actually made me think. Thats the type of anime I like. Something that mind fucks me to the fullest extent. :)
yeah i get mines at the factory stores for like $20 shit i wouldn't pay a hella lot for nikes, gotta save up my money for important stuff like food :D & yeah i've been friends with phikhanh since 1st grade :]
Food is for the weak!@!@!@! Save up for NIKE SBs! Y’know?! :) & XBOX360 game cards :) LOLOL. Sorry, nerdy side is still awake… :X Do you still talk to PK?
Vinh Tran doesn’t have a heart! :) but there are ways to catch my attention.
SMELL GOOD. Don’t just spray a bunch of body spray.. Shower and then use whatever you use. Make sure your hair smells good too. :)
DRESS TO IMPRESS. A girl’s body is her best weapon. Use what you got. If you got boobs, flaunt out some cleavage. If you got an ass, wear some shorts/jeans that shows it off. Just keep yourself classy.
BODY ART. I love a girl with piercings and tattoos. It expresses who the girl is, y’know? Clothes shows a girl’s personality, but tattoos tells a girl’s story.
CHARM & SWAGGER. If you know how to talk in a respective manner and can teach me things I don’t know. Converse with me all night. Then sing so we can both fall asleep on the phone. You got me in the bag.
AMBITIONS. I like a girl who knows what she wants and how she’s gonna get it. I hate it when girl’s think that they’re gonna get everything handed to them. Work your fucking ass for the shit you want, makes you feel better inside.
COMPETITIVE. I like a challenge. Girls who are aggressive and thrives to win are the most fun type of girls. Play video games with me. Make little bets knowing you have the advantage. Be a sore winner.
SIMPLE BUT EFFECTIVE. I like the small things in life. Hold my hands when we’re walking around. Smile at me from time to time. You don’t have to do something big or constantly talk to me to show me your feelings. A once in awhile texts to remind me you’re still around and that we’re still got it going. Is all I need.
ROLL WITH ME. Drink with me. Smoke with me. Blaze with me. However, thats not what I really mean when I said “roll with me.” Get along with my brothers and best friends. If you’re good with them, you definitely got my attention. If they like you, thats even better.
As most of you will know, I don’t have a stable home… I’m always bouncing from one home to another. State to state, one family friend to another. It’s rare when I actually stay with my parents.
I’m constantly listening to music. I hate the sound of the real world. I like to listen to hip-hop infused jazz, progressive house/trance, and underground rap/hip hop. Its soothing and relaxing.
I’ll always say I’m okay, even if i’m dying inside. Things are way better when you’re okay. Plus, I hate people asking me why and shit, y’know? Oh, and I’ll never ask people for help, because I find it as a sign of weakness and I hate bothering people.
I get along better with my mom when i’m 500+ miles away from her. We constantly fight when we are near each other. Pain in the fucking ass.
I actually count the calories I eat. I only eat 1.5k calories a day. I think I would lose a lot more weight If I went to the gym, but I don’t have money to go to a gym.
I have no clue where I’ll be living or going to school this year. Complications and family is a bitch.
I am a big anime fan. Rurouni Kenishin, Code Geass, Naruto, One Piece (even though I’m behind so much..), Inuyasha, Trigun, Get Backers, & Great Teacher Onizuka are my favorites.
I probably have more jackets and jeans than the average teenager :/
I know a lot of people, but I don’t have many friends.
I’m smart. I just make the wrong choices. Nobody is perfect, right?
I find it kinda funny, how my dashboard on tumblr is like a manuscript/unofficial “How to get girls and then annoy them because you are being too clingy after one week and then go back to being single. So, you’ll have to find ways to cope with the feelings. For dummies” book.
Here's the thing with us, we can fight & argue as much as we want. We can say shit we both don't mean. But you know in a matter of time, it was all nothing but anger. I hope you know that no matter what I say in an argument.. I'm never going anywhere.